Short story "Vacation in Perun" # 26
Four months have passed since the "Christmas murder" - as people began to call the explosions in the center of Perun in time. Easter and Lukash's birthday were approaching. After the incident with Stanislav Koch (aka Mr. Przylepa) and Angelika Elenyak (aka Anielika), he had only scars in the form of adhesions on his skin and mental characteristics. He often dreamed of human debris hanging on hooks. He woke up in the middle of the night, convinced that a girl dressed as a rabbit had come for him to get a bullet for him from her baby breast. However, he was most afraid that he had actually been killed that day and that everything he had experienced since then was happening in the afterlife. Psychotropic drugs and sessions with a psychologist did not help. The drawing did not help, which became increasingly gloomy and less understandable to employers.
Julia helped her. They helped each other. They lived together in February, and things have gotten better since then. Obviously, at least in this case, there is no need for therapy or medication, but there is only the presence of a loving person who understands the smallest gestures without words; who can understand suffering and not push, but support and stay away, with almost endless patience.
"Lukas?"
- Yes? He turned away from the paper and looked at Julia, who was sitting on the couch with a book in her hand.
- We broke up because I cheated on you. Do you remember?
- It's quite difficult to forget such things. I'd rather not talk about it.
"When I have to."
"Really?"
- Yes
- Even if it complicates our relationship? You know that I will never accept this, and every mention of this event reopens wounds.
- I'm not going to introduce you to the details. I just want you to know what it looks like from my point of view. I've never had a chance to explain it to you.
"You said you cheated on me with some bastard at the disco." What was I supposed to hear?
" I know," she said, and mechanically wiped away a tear that had almost fallen on the page of the book. "I know, and you're right. However... You know me. I'm not that kind of girl, and somewhere inside you, of course, you don't trust me to death.
Yes?" he nodded. - I do not believe and doubt that this will change. It's not up to me.
I understand. I'm damn sorry when I hear that, but it's true. Nothing can be perfect in this damn life.
"You wanted to tell me?"
"I wanted to .".. More and more tears rolled down Julia's cheeks, but she didn't try to knock them down. "I wanted you to know that someone gave me something to drink." These were some of our friends. Don't look at me like that and don't ask, because we won't understand the truth anyway. Anyway, I don't know exactly what happened. I do not know if I cheated on you, but fragments of memories indicate this. And that's the worst part.: You don't trust me, I blame myself, and I don't know if I did anything. La compatibilité mobile est un atout indéniable pour les utilisateurs contemporains. Que vous utilisiez un code promo 1xbet cameroun procurant 130€ de bonus sportif ou 1950€ avec 150 tours gratuits pour le casino via le site web ou l'application native, l'expérience reste irréprochable. L'application, disponible sur Android et iOS, est optimisée pour la réactivité et la simplicité, vous permettant d'effectuer des mises, de gérer votre espace personnel et de suivre les rencontres en direct en quelques pressions.
